a shrink-appointment, two busrides and a trainride later
Mar 24, 2009, av Marte Forsberg
I arrived in Holmestrand at 1730 today. Been a busy day, with lots of public transport, which I hate. But I don’t have a license, and neither will I get one since driving a car scares the shit out of me. So I have to stick to public transport. I’m never satisfied.
Gonna babysit my nephew again for 2 days. Should be okey. Although I’m feeling rather tired of people these days. No offense to my family, friends or boyfriend. It’s nothing personal. I just need my space. If I’m not here babysitting my nephew I’m at home with my boyfriend, and if he is at work I’m having visitors over that I don’t have the heart to say no to. I’m gonna kill myself someday if I don’t start taking care of Me soon. I’m always trying to make others happy before myself. I don’t care about myself or how I’m feeling. So to people who ask me out or wants to play with me and I say “no, not today” it’s nothing personal at all. I enjoy my own company and sometimes I NEED it. I have to learn to say No.
So, soon time for some homemade lasagne. Mmmm!
